I listen to pop punk and mainly male artists because they are singing about their emotions and their break ups and how it feels to be in love and to have a crush and when I see guys, I see them as emotional-less fucks. I can’t even relate to their problems, but to hear them be so open about such heart breaking events is just the cutest thing in the world. I cry ya know, while I listen, but I don’t know why because they don’t affect me. Guys are told to be so strong and the fact that these guys are so manly and they’re singing so hard and rough-like and the contrast between lyrics and sound is immense, I love it. The harder you scream the more meaningful it is and I see it as they’re hurting. Guys who hurt you just want to hug. You wouldn’t think guys like them feel like that, but they do and it's good to know because guys have emotions too, but they’re not as open about it like girls are.
My grammar sucks ass but I don’t give a fuck. Like pretentious fucks have a stick up their ass about word choice and sentence structure and punctuations but to be honest I could care less. As long as it makes sense then I don’t care. Do what ever you want and if you want to get your point across do it in however way you like. fuck, fuckers who fucking judge you.
Hey I haven't made a post since the summer, holy farts! A lot has happened so let me quickly summarize my life for my readers haha....
On July 20th I took out my weave! I know my previous post talks about how the whole 'natural' thing wasn't for me but I thought it through and finically... I do not have the money to keep up with relaxers every month. So here I am with no extensions... 100% natural. It feels good and I feel liberated. I tried starting a natural blog but I'm not a very motivated person so yeah...
August 21st was my first day of cegep woot woot! well not really... My schedule is perfect and I have no classes on thursdays and fridays and august 21st was a thursday but I got a job at the schools book store so it was sort of my first day. The bookstore job only lasted 3 weeks but it was super fun and I'll probably go back next semester.
the view from one of my classes
October 26th was my graduation ceremony. It was heart breaking to see all my friends for the last time but the whole high school experience was fun while it lasted and it helped me become the person I am today.
s/o to my mom,dad and Shania for the flowers <3
Small but still exciting events:
August 19th I went to an indoor trampoline arena called Isaute with my friends
September 1st I had all you can eat sushi for the first time
September 9th I met my first actual friend at school and her name is Tania
September 11th I threw a surprise birthday party for my close friend talia
September 26th and 27th American apparel had 90% off sale and I got so much new clothes
September 27th I went bike riding slightly 'out of it' at around 3am
October 11th I finished my 1000 piece puzzle ^_^
October 12th I celebrated Thanks giving and lost my keys T-T
October 18th I attended a real good party!
Coming up for me in the future..
Halloween is tomorrow wich means dressing up and partying !!
November 1st I plan on getting my spetum pierced
December ? I'm going to florida for a week!
I've also recently gotten back into hanging out with my old group of friends. After graduation we all hung out and it reminded me that I actually enjoy these people so thats becoming a thing but anways I'm trying to build a friend base with people because big groups of friends are always fun :)
Yee Ho's reaction is priceless
Pop punk has also taken over my life... thought i should mention that!